Me and you again

Semalam aku mimpi apis, ntah la bila bangun tdo tu aku senyum.. Mimpi kelakar and sweet kot 😆😆.

Last Wednesday, aku jumpa dia.. Mcm biasa la mngopi dkt SF, favourite dia. Kali ni aku belanja. Sbb selalu nya dia yg belanja. 4hrs kot lepak ntah apa merepek, and aku enroll something sbb aku fikir, kesian dia pang pung pang cete. Ni 2nd time dia explain bahahaha pdhl dia ada bg email, I can read from that tp xde masa. Dia siap ckp, ke nk I dtg jumpa u n explain lg. Hahahah dia mcm tau2 je. Actually on weekend dia silent few days. So aku xnk lah kacau. Maybe dia rasa bersalah and explain why to me. X perlu pun explain pjg2, I'm not his gf huihui... But aku sgt appreciate. Aku rs dia lbh nk jaga hati aku as Client. I assume like that. I'm just a client to him.

Dia ni kelakar actually.. Bila dh tunjuk real color, mmg aku asik gelak jela. Haih.. Muka mmg serious tp Pak lawak rupanya. Sengal. I dunno dgn dia aku rs happy. Sgt good vibe. He works so hard. Hari2 jumpa client sana sini. Dia ckp dia xknl erti penat. Jgn la push yourself sgt. Jg kesihatan u. Aku plak nk risau huhu.. 

The funny things he did.. Send his voice note. Sing songs to me.. Kelakar. Ntah lah aku assume dia xde pun feelings just for fun nk happy2 kan aku. Aku dpt rs dia ni respect perempuan. Maybe bcoz, he's a daddy. Aku plg suka part tu psl dia.

Anyway, we can still a good friend... Insyallah. U jaga diri bila kerja. Kerja kena ikhlas. If bkn I, maybe u will find the good one for u. Still too early nk have that feeling. Kena betul2 kenal each other. What r good and bad about him. And so I am. Actually bila x jumpa rindu gak la. Aku rs he's the closest guy yg aku text almost every day. Kecuali klu dia syp means dia bz. Aku xnk lah ganggu. Dia nmpk kelakar tp dlm hati kita xtau ada kesedihan dlm hidup dia.

Aku xtau kalau dia adalah somebody yg Cuba utk be low profile.. Xpela tu life dia. Maybe privacy. Later kalau dia nk cerita dia akan cerita. I'm so sure. Aku rs almost 80% psl diri dia aku dh tau. Maybe dia selesa nk cerita dgn aku.

Kdg2 dia ni serious talk kdg2 melawak.. Pening hahahah.. But it always fun. No offence pun. And I told him everything, aku ni ramai kwn2 lelaki and he looks suprised.. Tp tu semua ex colleagues.. So at least dia xdela rs insecure. I bkn retis pun. Sila la faham. I bkn jenis gedik2. 

At one time bila our eyes to eyes. Dua2 speechless huhu. Kacingggg! Dua2 tersenyum. Tiba2 malu. Huhu... Apa la yg dia fikir psl aku eh. 

Esok dia nk jpe anak2 dia.. Spend time with the boys. Yes, weekend time. Dia mesti rindu. I won't disturb u okie. Have fun with the boys. Kalau rindu rext I hahahahha...